open

i am so open so intensely open. and i can remain closed, and narrowed and i don't know what to do.  i all can feel is the warmth of the air
the sounds and tones or people's voices
but not the content
i cannot think voluntary
all i want to do is follow the wind for a walk
and forget so i can remember

i want to be like the water

i want ot be like the water constantly in flow together with the flow of the other forces around me. ican i do that, can a be like the water and still exist. still be a part of society